Nobody feels any pain, Tonight as I stand inside the rain

Inspiration is sitting just around the corner mocking me...

What can I write about?

Playmakers! is back in my life, and it makes me happy...
I am searching for a job...
I have not smoked for 5 days...
I am starting to finally recover from my weird case of insomnia...

Golly, thanks Liam...
Found something to write

Here is my music list/soundtrack thing.

Keep in mind, I could only use Windows Media Player and most of my new songs are NOT on WMP, so...it might be a bit out of date, but it is still pretty cool!

Opening Credits: Hollywood - Cranberries

Waking Up: Kissing the Lipless - The Shins

First Day At School: Dyer Maker - Led Zepplin (oh oh oh oh you don't have to go)

Falling In Love: Autumn's Monologue - From Autumn to Ashes (awww)

Fight Song: Bizzare Love Triangle - Frente

Breaking Up: Crazy in Love - Eminem (kinda scary, yes)

Prom: Underneath Your Clothes - Shakira (I never went to Prom)

Life: We Got More Bounce (In California) - Soul Kid

Mental Breakdown: Les Rois du Monde - Romeo Et Juliette

Driving: Sexy Girl - 2-Raum Wohnung

Flashback: The Top of the Morning - Mike Oldfeild

Getting Back Together: This Love - Maroon Five

Wedding: Hallelujah - John Cale

Birth of Child: Whiteflag - Dido

Funeral Song: Smooth Criminal - Alien Ant Farm

End Credits: Misery - Soul Asylum


It really wraps up nicely doesn't it...
Well my loves
The clock is kind of hard to ignore at this late hour. I did my best and trudged through the night, but it is stronger than I am.

Goodnight my dears,

Viva la Jenni

to her's truly, my beautiful mommy

to embellish on my lack of confidence in my ability to survive being back in Stratford, it is NOT because I am back that I won't be able to survive, it is NOT because I am not happy here, cause I am, blissfully so, but it is just the travelling that I will miss. Clearly I am overjoyed to be back with the ones I love so dear and I missed you all like mad.

in with the new

Sweet Darlings, Sorry about the nonsense with the Blog no one was ever invited, so don't feel rejected because it was just my laziness and lack of access to the internet that is to blame...
Anyway, I AM BACK!! It is awesome to be home and I can't wait to leave again!! Probably not for as long, but I have such wanderlust already, I don't know how I will survive! But I am excited to get back into the 'life' again. Seeing all my people and then I have to get a REAL job. I have been able to go to work in my pyjamas for years now, so this might be a bit more of a culture shock than I had in all of Europe...
Gah, Brain can't write, I shall just catch up on some lost reading....

Lovah!!!!

Viva la Jenni