Much to my dismay, a clever title has not hit me

So, I am anxious, excited and thrilled. I have probably been blabbing about my plans and hopes for this next year way too much to everyone, but it is hard for it not to occpy my mind.
I am going to miss so much and so many that I would love to list you all here, but since my brain is a bit of a madhouse I will probably forget someone vital and then with the tears and pain and then some guilt and I just don't want to do that.
My fans, friends and minions...some of you I have known for almost a decade...some a few weeks...I will miss you all many much, and I hope that you guys think about me EVERY day and MISS me like CRAZY! So strange, I can't really imagine that everything is changing...again. I guess it is always changing, but now, it is really kicking ass. Me moving to Europe. Our favourite theatre group will never be the same (note the lack of using the actual name... so parents won't Google their way into my blogs when I start blogging about drunk wild nights "in some country in the middle-ish).
Okay, I lied, I want to give a big shout out to Suzy K for helping me with my German!!! I love you sooo much and I just want to thank you for that and everything else you have taught me...directly or indirectly!
She just needed some public recognition for the long hours spent with me watching patiently as I tried to figure out cases, genders and...that other one.

My plans keep changing for Europe. Funnily enough, I started trying to figure out what I wanted to do when I got there TWO DAYS AGO, as in 8 days before I leave. Anyway, thank God I didn't have it all planned out, because this morning I was going to Germany, France, the Netherlands, Italy, Greece and, of course, Austria. But now instead, we are going to Germany, France, the Netherlands, DENMARK (yes...yes...), Belgium, Luxembourg and Austria. More countries, less sexy beaches, but it would just have been way to much to travel that far in that amount of time. Perhaps in the winter I shall venture that way...

Well, it is almost 1 in the morning, I have to be up and at'em in about 6 increments of 60 minutes.

Viva la Jenni!

Why, this is very midsummer madness

Well, since the last post I regained a sense of cool, calm and collected, lost it, regained it and now...I actually am not sure if I have it or not. My brain is still whirling, but slower than before, yet more stuff is flying through it.

I was asked if I could move out of the l'arche house I live in early because another assistant was moving in and needed my room. So I said surrre. They asked me when I could do it, I said I could move TUESDAY, they said, cool, don't rush though, it isn't a big deal.
They call me Sunday and tell me I have to be out by MONDAY MORNING. Apparently they had left a note, but I was just so sick I didn't see it. Right. Or maybe they didn't leave a note.
So, I was really really mad, and had to go pack all my junk and move out. Now I am kind of homeless-ish, and going crazy in a slow and painful way!

Get me wrong not. I am so excited about going, I know I will have an awesome time and etc etc etc... But I just kind of get this "cold-feet" thing.
I don't know if I can even finish the blog properly...which I won't, I am going back to the German stuff.

Viva la Jenni!

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Crazy, insane, freaky

Fans, friends and minions...I have become a basketcase!!!! I am going insane, but in a 'slow to the casual observer' sort of way.
I just can't seem to focus properly. My mind is doing five billion things at once and each time I try to slow down I kind of feel guilty.
My life is so great though right now! I am so happy, and I have friends and family who love me dearly, and I love them! But, I am just still going crazy. I want to see all my people before I leave, but I can't figure out when and I have some time open, but can't schedule it because I am scared I am actually supposed to be doing something else...
Okay...

YOU: Hmmm, what is Jenni, Queen of my Universe, writing about in her blog? (reads) This is stupid, perhaps I would prefer not to suffer through all this complaining and bitching, perhaps I would enjoy some happy comments.
ENTER ME (DL)
ME: Well, that really does sounds like a novel idea, I apologize. Thanks for your great advice.
YOU: Anytime pretty lady, anytime.
ME: Aww shucks!

So my mom had a kickass birthday party. I spent allll day monday baking cookies like a madwoman. It was fun, Elisha,Troy and Sara helped me. I was just going like crazy all day. Cleaning and baking and cleaning and spending time with other people and keeping mom out of the kitchen and studying German and cleaning and baking!

OMG, I saw that article about Playmakers! in the Stratford Festival and Beacon Herald program newspaper thingy. How cool!! I was kinda feeling down today, but I saw the article and was sooo happy and giggly! Yay Playmakers!
Speaking of you crazy kids, let me know when you are getting "festive" again, I wanna say goodbye to you all before I go.

Viva La Jenni!

she's a hero

Well fans, I have to climb my way out of the Buffy-verse for a few days, much to my dismay. Though last night I had some wicked cool dreams about being in Buffy. Fun times.
I have been a total nut job with this Buffy stuff, like really really. I think I have seen around one season per week. Which makes just over two hours of Buffy per day...I think. Well, anyway, I have confessed my addiction, I have two more seasons to go, well, actually I have one and a half. So I am going to crash through them now, so I can gain some sort of life in the next few weeks.
I love all my people, though it seems only two people responded to my flossing question, so I love them most. Respond people!! It is impossible to think my powerful blogs about things as pivotal as my flossing or buffy addiction are going basically unread by the human population ( 'cept you Professor and Coola!), clearly the problem is minions and friends, that you are all ashamed of your non-flossing ways. No need. No need at all.
Well, it is off to work with me, dangerous times...